Referencing catchy old seventies song there and if you are too young to get that then you may find yourself bored with my blog - so be it :) Stick around, you may find something humorous here, everyone welcome !
OK, so I actually have 5 occupied children at the moment and a husband who has gone hunting so I am in my pj's with coffee and a brain that is awake and actually got 7 STRAIGHT HOURS of SLEEP last night!!!!!!! I still can't believe it! I didn't even have to get up and you know . . .
Cool! Sorry about all the exclamation points but a woman with newly found sleep + coffee + free time is a happy women. I think there is a logarithmic correlation between caffeine and amount of exclamation points used in a post.
Back to the topic, I have a short video on the inside of the Hbot chamber to show you what it looks like and how it feels in case you are about to embark on your own similar journey or are just curious if you could stand it. We had to wait about a month to finish our set of 20 dives and did so just this past Thursday. Here it is.
As I have said before, I have found I am claustrophobic, mildly so and found I could deal with it through taking Benedryl before each dive, saying the Rosary and generally begging God to get me through it. I had one final episode of panic on the second to last dive which took me by surprise but the Dr. distracted and comforted me with a few tales of other people who had similar experiences but, according to her, were much more annoying than me! (I think she was just being sweet :) )
My final verdict is a mixed one - sorry if you were hoping for a definitive, miraculous finale but that's life.
WOULD I DO IT AGAIN?
- Yes if I didn't know what I know now
-Yes if God came down and told me to
-Yes because I love my daughter SOOOO much
-Yes if there was some new development that required a different protocol which wasn't available to me such as update equipment, drugs to knock me out, etc.
-Yes if I was financially endowed (I would go for 20 more dives) not that I really want to so no don't offer to pay for it - I know you were thinking about it!
Yes because I can at least say to myself that I tried everything possible to help her and don't spend the rest of my life wondering - if I had only tried Hbot . . .
- if I knew what I know now - that it was horribly uncomfortable, time consuming, expensive and only vaguely effective and in that who knows if her gains were made by the actual Hbot or by her natural development and maturation?
By gains I'd say I have seen an emotional expansion in her, real emotions, real tears that were not caused by physical pain but by feelings of guilt over hurting her baby brother when she accidentally opened the fridge door on him and knocked him to the floor or fear of something she dreaded. And of course that wonderful moment back in July when she said "I love you" to me out of no where for the first time in many years.
But that's the problem with nearly ALL autism "treatments." Most are not scientifically documented and sound due to parents' desperation for any and all possible help they can provide there child and who are therefore quite vulnerable to charlatans and quackery of all types. By the way, there is an extra hot spot in hell for people who practice this kind of demented money- making in my opinion!
I read something comforting recently about such parents (obviously I include myself in that category) : A book discussing autism therapies said that these parents, were not generally naive and unintelligent but educated and thorough in their research about the different treatments available. True. I actually do consider myself educated and well-researched, just don't ask me for help with anything to do with fixing a car, the stock-market or how to bring about world peace.
I am sorry this post is so long. I am just giddy with freedom this morning although it will soon end as I am currently allowing my kids to jump on a less than 100% safe trampoline (one side of the net is coming detached but hey, some people don't even use a net on theirs and I figure they must have really good insurance as I have recently discovered broken little-boy-arms cost TONS of money! Not as a result from the trampoline jumping of course :) It was those darn old monkey bars.
On a final note: I can't actually say I wouldn't recommend giving Hbot a try for your child - if you are wondering. I really can't. Why? Because of the mystery of autism, what causes it, why it is becoming an epidemic, why there is such a wide spectrum of the affected, and a continued and general belief in miracles. For those reasons I will not tell you NOT to try this therapy on your child. Who am I to be the final judge? That said, do not mortgage your future away to do this, NO WAY.
Peace and God's love to you all always. I need to get out of my pj's :)